You ever think to yourself that you might have someone controlling you? I think I felt it a month or 2 ago but today after therapy I think I realized […]
My daughter tells me that she’s drinking again.
Today I looked at the camera for a minute to see how all the kids were doing. I noticed a thumbnail of Lauren carrying Miles into the house this morning. […]
How are you feeling right now?
Tired. Like there’s not enough hours or days. I’m trying to find a better job while doing my current one. Trying to make sure I make time for myself while […]
What do you even do?
She’s figured out that if she keeps nonalcoholic beer that it masks when she’s actually been drinking. But it doesn’t hide the way she acts. When I see her stumble […]
More things she’s said about my kids.
This started when I heard her whispering something to her mother on the phone. “…post his daughter made. “ This came directly after we were talking about a post Kelsey […]
Pros and Cons of My Mother’s Parenting
Pro She allowed me to be creative She knew what I was interested in She always tried to call or text She accepted my friends even if they were pretty […]
Oh I don’t know what to do…
Oh I don’t know what to do oh I’m so tired yesterday after I drop kick you off at physical therapy I decided to go back home I need to […]
A Final Note
This is not a letter to make anyone feel bad. It is not meant to put blame on anyone. It is simple a view into my head and why things […]
Maybe writing once a day will help.
Taking a shower before I leave and this seems to be the best time to write when no one is interrupting me. Yesterday we went to Moore to see Black […]