I hate it all. All the addiction. The lying. You really believe after 3 years I can’t tell when you’re drinking? M your husband not a random guy you’ve known […]
I’ll give it to her this time
I got home a lot earlier than I normally do because work was done at 4:30. The second I got home I could smell it. It was very clear she […]
That nagging feeling
You ever think to yourself that you might have someone controlling you? I think I felt it a month or 2 ago but today after therapy I think I realized […]
My daughter tells me that she’s drinking again.
Today I looked at the camera for a minute to see how all the kids were doing. I noticed a thumbnail of Lauren carrying Miles into the house this morning. […]
How are you feeling right now?
Tired. Like there’s not enough hours or days. I’m trying to find a better job while doing my current one. Trying to make sure I make time for myself while […]
What do you even do?
She’s figured out that if she keeps nonalcoholic beer that it masks when she’s actually been drinking. But it doesn’t hide the way she acts. When I see her stumble […]
A Final Note
This is not a letter to make anyone feel bad. It is not meant to put blame on anyone. It is simple a view into my head and why things […]
Maybe writing once a day will help.
Taking a shower before I leave and this seems to be the best time to write when no one is interrupting me. Yesterday we went to Moore to see Black […]
Measure of a man
You know what’s really interesting? There is no limit in which a man can be torn down. I got home today and had not even put the groceries down before […]