I hate it all. All the addiction. The lying. You really believe after 3 years I can’t tell when you’re drinking? M your husband not a random guy you’ve known for a few months. You try to hide it by drinking earlier in the day or when you’re doing a thing with the kids. But I see it. You’ve just gotten better about letting me find the proof.
If I could price it you’d be out the door. That is out of the boundaries I’d set and promised you the results if it happened again. I think you don’t believe me. I think you think that because I moved beyond most of your alcoholism. That I moved beyond you cheating. That I’m trying to make this marriage work…. that it will be okay because it always has been.
You are my wife. I love you dearly. I stay with you because I know the real you. But the real you let’s things get out of hand then you become the you that you really want to be.
You get leniency but my boundaries are hard set. If I get proof once more that my boundary was crossed you will know true consequences. You will know.