You ever think to yourself that you might have someone controlling you? I think I felt it a month or 2 ago but today after therapy I think I realized it.
We talked about how it’s not okay to talk about our spouse with our friends. It’s a long story and I’m sick so o won’t go too into it. The long of it is that we share friends that happen to be all my friend. She has her own outside of mine.
Somehow it’s okay for her to talk about us with all her friends even after therapy where she was told not to do it but if I talk to my friends it’s a sim because they know her.
I’m so tired. This is why I can’t talk to Elissa anymore. It’s why I can’t hardly talk to my daughter anymore. It’s why I just can’t understand that if youve cut me off from everyone what else is there? I guess to make sure I don’t make any new friends she can’t control?
Ugh. Pretty sure I have covid. I’m going to finish this shower and sleep. I’m so tired.