I get it if you relapse. I do. That’s why when she did finally tell me that she’d drank today after I had to drag it out of her, I […]
“I screwed up”
Are you really that surprised Shawn? Are you? I came home today actually really excited to see my wife. We’d had a great weekend and things were going good from […]
He’s crying, therefore she must freak out.
The day was going so well until the very end when I start getting these texts. What am I supposed to do when I’m at a job site? I then […]
Even while I’m on vacation the lies come
Before I left the house I put in a security camera. She knew about it. Even got mad because I checked on her once but ultimately put it back up. […]
And then there’s the infidelity
While reviewing more video from this morning I saw her on a video chat. So I rewound the video and listened. This is the call from her friend Kristen’s cousin. […]
The Emotional Abuse Too
I guess that maybe it’s time I start documenting the emotional abuse that drives me closer to killing myself every day. Today started out just fine. Woke up at 5 […]
She’s partially right but for the wrong reasons.
I connected to our home camera to see if she was watching me. She was connected and kept watching. So I told her to stop watching me. That turned into […]
Baby unexplained
I always told myself I’d watch for anything and keep a record just in case something happened. Today lauren brought Miles in the living room without clothes to show me […]
I Hate it!
I hate it all. All the addiction. The lying. You really believe after 3 years I can’t tell when you’re drinking? M your husband not a random guy you’ve known […]
I’ll give it to her this time
I got home a lot earlier than I normally do because work was done at 4:30. The second I got home I could smell it. It was very clear she […]